feelings are only responsive so the original cause for them was not feeling but thinking & the existential state that triggered it.
i am referring to an understanding that some of us were so damaged at the moment of our original cause / inception in creation - that we actually need god's light to enter us for us to be balanced. while i understand that many can understand and be...more
i am referring to an understanding that some of us were so damaged at the moment of our original cause / inception in creation - that we actually need god's light to enter us for us to be balanced. while i understand that many can understand and be 'good' (in a general sense) without direct connection with god, that is not true for all at this timing. this is obviously a complicated topic and i am defining god in a specific way and not the way that most are defining god presently.
being dependent on love is the original and only required dependency
i also experience 'the future' in linear time through 'dreams'. originally i would wake up thinking 'why the heck did i dream that?' - then i put 2 and 2 together.. time is not linear.. just an infinite number of parallel realities that appear linear